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| Author | Topic: Who are you? |
| ILuvLucci |
posted 11/15/03 6:47 AM
Somethings never go anyones way, but when they do, in the end it isnt a big deal anyway. My experiences have to deal with the pressure to be someone I am not and juggle two issues that are important to me. Yet things just keep interfering with the process of getting over my problems or certain people. But in some way I always end up listening to music and venting built up stress of everyday life. But in some strange way I feel I am venting to people that understand, but I am wrong to never try to understand them. Things change in the real world, when people in high school never mattered and friends werent friends at all. Of course the quiet students that sit in the back of the room make it somewhere that you only hope to be in another 8 years, when you finally climb up the corporate ladder. But in reality they arent the ones that are fake, the "frauds" of our high school, it is the people that find themselves in the cafeteria wishing that they werent sitting at the table they are at, because they are ignored by those around them and are only a friendly face in the crowd of super ficial people. I pray that these people get what is coming to them as gravity and drinking take a toll on them. They deserve every bump in the road, because as they admire the table across the cafeteria and sit in the crowd of the so called "someones" that are really nothing special at all, But really yern to sit with a "nobody", that are really the best people of them all. Unfortunatly I am speaking from experience, and today was the breaking point as I was called stuck up by a dear friend, obvously I wasnt dear to her. I know she will forgive me, but can I forgive myself. |
| TheGirl |
posted 11/15/03 11:30 PM
I know now...the difference between the two tables. And what it really means. I have never been happier at lunch, than with the social pariahs. I can't remember feeling so like me, than I have since I started to sit with the "uncool" kids. I have found only the opposite to be truth. They are wonderful human beings. I never want to let them go out of my life....(Except BC. But even he can be sorta cool from time to time.) Please understand them as not the most popular, but the ones with the most heart and courage I've ever seen in all my life. More than I can hope to posess even in old age. I love them like some kind of sick dysfunctional family...but they put the "fun" back into dysfunctional.... TheGirl http://gracefulexit.tripod.com/index.html My one place to be, my own website |
| the erected cylinder |
posted 11/19/03 4:19 PM
Who in the fuck is this ILuvLucci person? i don't like her/him. I think all who bitch and complain about their lives are a bunch of whining assholes and should be shot. |
| HCM Brain Candy |
posted 11/20/03 0:32 AM
I know who I am. I am an egotistical bastard who doesn't care if people point that or any other strange things about me because that's life and I'm proud of being a complete jerk. http://www.evilcorporationslmt.com |
| TheGirl |
posted 11/20/03 3:29 AM
Shut up erected cylinder...there is no need to bash someone like that. That's crap, so shut the hell up. http://gracefulexit.tripod.com/index.html My one place to be, my own website |
| HCM Ionix |
posted 11/20/03 4:00 PM
I am terribly sorry to all in Weluvducsoha. Cylinder is my counterpart, a member of the people who like pie. He is a stupid bastard who hates everyone and everything.l Someone, please help me excorsize him! http://amazingforums.com/forum2/DUCTALK/p35.html |
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Zoel (Moderator) |
posted 11/20/03 11:59 PM
Exorcising Ionix aside, I must agree that BC really is exactly who he claims to be. As for me, I am the person who sits at neither of the two tables. Instead, I go sit all by myself and hope that somebody will feel sorry for me and sit by me. If they do, it's either somebody like Ionix, though, in which case I want them to go away. If it's somebody who pretends to care, then I have to remain anti-social and somewhat disinterested, lest I admit that being anti-social is just a plot that I'm using to get attention half of the time... The other half of the time, I really am convinced that the world would be better off if I were to dissappear. This is easy enought to prove, given that I am the type who is deliberatly sad, anti-social, etc. just to gain attention. http://dotcom.unitedstates.com Your friendly associates in the corporate world |
| TheGirl |
posted 11/25/03 0:43 AM
Logan...that sucks. That is all. http://gracefulexit.tripod.com/index.html My one place to be, my own website |
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